Tuesday, May 25, 2010 ; 8:59 PM {♥}
Wedding bells are ringing
23rd May 2010 marks the start of a chain of close friends wedding. Invitations that address "Eunice Goh" instead of "Mr Goh and family" will start pouring in over the next few years. It's a season to get teary and emo. And maybe kan chiong when I'm no where near there.
Although it is every woman's dream to get married and live happily ever after, the thought of going through these emotional process scares me. I realise I get teary at weddings the moment the couple starts walking down the aisle. Because it looks exactly like the last page of a fairy tale. I begin to wonder how can I handle this when it's my turn to be the princess. Somehow I just wish that day never comes. Or maybe I could just skip the whole emo part. Yet, some part of me still secretly hopes to be the main character someday.
That special Sunday was, to date, the most touching wedding I have ever attended. Maybe because it involved both of my friends who plays a significant role in my life. Or maybe because I witnessed parts of their ups and downs. There were laughters and tears and bags of blessings. Not forgetting it was my first time walking down the aisle as a bridemaid. Love was in the air and they looked blissful. All in all it was a very memorable event. I am so happy that they have their happily ever after.
Till my fairy tale wedding...
Tuesday, May 18, 2010 ; 10:55 AM {♥}
What should I do next?
I AM SO BORED!!!
Literally staring at the screen. Cannot watch youtube due to my unflavourable seating position in the office. Managers keep walking pass me from behind. I finally understand why those gals put mirror in front of them. Initially I was thinking why are they so ai mei. Hahaha!
How to endure 5 months? Seriously. Super no motivation at all. Everyday still need to climb the bloody steep hill. Sometimes I wonder why do people hire degree graduate to do something that 'O' level graduate can do... Maybe I didn't think properly before accepting this job. So what if you are a company that has high branding... pui. =X Quite disappointing as a first job. But it's okie. Things will get better. I'm out of here soon...
So as you can see... too busy also cannot, too free also cannot.
Kind of hard to find something that has an equilibrium.
But there will be a job out there that suits us.
Keep finding...
